FERAL
For the woman who's done being feral as an exception — and is ready to make it the new fucking standard in her business and closest relationships.
You don’t question whether it’s in you.
You’ve felt it take over. Clean. Exact. Decisive.
The way your body moves before your mind can interfere.
The way truth lands - fully formed, without negotiation.
You know this part of yourself. You trust it.
The question isn’t access anymore - it’s devotion.
How much of your life are you willing to let it reorganise?
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Because you don’t miss the moment.
The almost-yes. The slight softening.
The truth - right there - and the instant you dilute it.
Your body registers it immediately.
The exact second where you choose something more palatable over something more true.
It’s sharp. Precise. Something you can't fucking ignore.
And the aftertaste lands fast.
You feel it in your chest, your throat, your gut—
the moment something true was interrupted.
The client you said yes to when your body said no.
The discovery call where you dropped the price before they even pushed back.
The conversation with your mother where you smiled and felt something go quiet inside you.
The meeting where you thanked someone for feedback you knew was designed to diminish you.
You don’t get to pretend you didn’t notice.
And you are tired of noticing without intervening.
But this is also you, when nothing interrupts.
Immediate response. Clean edges. No internal negotiation.
You’ve lived it. With your dog.
A stranger reaches out, and you’re already there.
“She’s not available for that.”
No explanation. No performance.
Someone offers something you know isn’t right - you don’t fold.
There’s no aftermath. No replay.
No quiet self-correction hours later. And it feels right.
It wasn't comfortable but it was true.
Because nothing in you was leaving. Because you were fully there.
And your dog felt it too. That clarity. That presence. That complete absence of division.
That is the feeling Feral is built to make permanent.
FERAL
A 9-month group container where your ferality stops being situational and becomes structural.
Not something you access - something that runs through all of you.
You're not here to understand yourself...
You already do. You can track your patterns. Name your edges. Articulate your dynamics. That’s not where you get stuck.
The edge now is power under pressure.
Can you stay inside your truth when it changes the room? When the person across from you goes quiet in that particular way - and you feel the pull to walk it back, soften it, offer them something easier to hold.
When it disrupts the dynamic that has been running for years and everyone is waiting to see if you'll blink first?
When it risks being misunderstood, disliked, or not chosen - by someone whose opinion still has weight?
When the client pushes back on your price and something in you moves toward the discount before you've even decided.
When the feedback lands and your body knows it's wrong - and you say "thank you, that's really helpful" anyway.
Can you hold your ground without shrinking to be received?
This is where your ferality either deepens or gets negotiated into something more manageable.
This space is for you if:
You are deeply self-aware - and still the one living the smallest in your relationships.
You can feel the gap between what you know and how you actually show up - in the client call you leave feeling slightly less than yourself, in the relationship where the old pattern runs before you've even noticed, in the conversation where you said the right thing but not the true thing.
You have experienced yourself being clear, boundaried, and unapologetic - and you know it's real, not theoretical. You've lived it with your dog. In flashes. In certain moments. You know exactly who she is.
You have built something real in your career or business - and it is quietly running on your over-availability, your under-charging, and your inability to disappoint a client without spending three days recovering from it.
You are done being the one who adapts, softens, and holds everything together.
You are ready to stop being the only one who doesn’t receive what she gives.
What Happens Inside Feral:
We don't talk around a moment.
You bring the exact moment when you negotiated your ferality. The:
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The conversation you're avoiding — the one you've been rehearsing for three days and still haven't had.
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The moment that undid you — where you felt the truth available and watched yourself move away from it anyway.
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The boundary you almost held — and then gave back before anyone even pushed.
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The client dynamic that keeps repeating — the one you can name perfectly and still can't stop.
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The proposal you sent with three paragraphs of justification before the number.
And we work with that exact moment.
We slow it down. We track the exact point of interruption - where truth was available, and you moved away from it.
And then, we do it again. Without leaving.
Until your body no longer recognises self-abandonment as an option.
Until the response reorganises at the level of instinct— not effort.
So the next time it happens, there is no remembering.
There is only what you do differently.
If you stay in this work, this is what becomes possible for you:
→ To say what's true at the dinner table — and feel your body settle instead of brace for the aftermath
→ To hold the boundary with the client who always pushes — without replaying it for three days afterward
→ To send the proposal without apologising for the price before they've even read it.
→ To ask your partner for what you need — directly, without softening it into something easier to receive
→ To make decisions without scanning the room first — without the rapid-fire calculation of how will this land, will they be okay, is this too much
→ To stay in the hard conversation without rushing to resolve it so everyone can be comfortable again
→ To notice the moment the pressure to stay small arrives — and not follow it
→ To respond in real time — instead of replaying the words you wished you'd said at 2am.
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Hi, I'm Surabhi...
For years, I’ve sat with women and their dogs in deeply intimate work -
the kind where it’s never really just about the dog.
I’ve watched women learn to honour their dog’s boundaries, then go home and abandon their own.
Watched them advocate for their dog’s safety and consent, while saying yes to things that feel like neither.
Watched them develop extraordinary attunement - and offer none of it inward.
That’s why I built Feral.
Because I couldn’t keep watching the one who learned to read everyone else before herself; the one who found in her dog the first place to practice a different kind of love — and hasn’t yet turned it inward.
I know that split.
Being feral in one relationship, and carefully contained in the rest.
Inside Feral, we change that. It becomes a place where
The attunement you’ve given everyone else comes back to you.
The boundaries you hold for your dog become your own.
You stop practicing a different way of loving — and start living it.
If you’re ready to turn that same devotion inward, I’ll meet you there.
The Feral Cycle
This work is not linear. It moves through three distinct territories - not as steps to master, but as moments to recognise.
The point isn't to get it right. It's to recognise where you are - and shift what happens next.
Inside Feral, you'll be supported through this cycle in real time - in your body, in your relationships, in the exact moments you would normally abandon yourself.
1. The Scent
You learn to track yourself in real time.
The tightening. The shift. The moment something feels off.
Not after you override it - as it’s happening.
Scent is how dogs orient to the world.
This is where you begin. Learning to trust what you feel before you override it. Before the calculation starts. Before you make yourself easier to be around.
2. The Growl
Your first honest response.
The clean expression of what is true - this doesn't work. This is what I need. This is where I am — out loud. In the relationship. In the client call. In the room where you've been the most accommodating person for the longest time.
A dog who growls is not being aggressive. She is communicating - clearly, from her actual interior, without apology.
This is the pleasure of integrity. The feeling of your body staying with you as you speak. And nothing splitting or leaking.
3. The Stretch
Where this becomes who you are.
Where you say the thing, hold the boundary, and your system settles instead of spiralling. Where you move into intensity and back out again without losing yourself in either direction.
Nothing lingers. Nothing loops.
Not mastery - simply you being feral.
Your Time Inside Feral
Fortnightly Live Calls
Live Group Coaching Calls: For the moments that keep repeating. The pattern you can name but can't yet stop. You are coached on real situations, in real time. You do not stay theoretical here.
Hot Seat Calls: One woman. One moment. Worked in depth. The rest of the group witnesses — not with advice, not with their own story, but with recognition. Where do I see myself in this? Over 9 months every woman gets the seat. Every woman gets the mirror. Both are transformational.
Direct access to a private Telegram community
For the moment that's happening right now. Before it's over. Before you've already left yourself. Because the pattern doesn't wait for your next coaching call. And neither do we. You are met inside the pattern, not outside it.
Monthly transmissions + integration
Somatic journeys and thematic transmissions - monthly, linked to where the container is collectively. Not content to consume but experiences to move through. Designed to build the capacity to stay with yourself in the moments that ask the most of you.
Being feral does not mean burning bridges.
It means something harder and more beautiful - learning to bring your full self into your closest relationships without disappearing inside them.
To love your parent and disagree with them.
To honour your culture and refuse to be diminished by it.
This is not the work of separation.This is the relational art of belonging to others and belonging to yourself — at the same time.
This is not for you if:
You are looking for quick tools, surface-level shifts, or something you can apply without being changed by it - this is not that.
This work will ask you to show up differently in the relationships that matter. There will be moments where being “good” would be easier.
If you are not ready for that, then it's best to wait.
Feral is a 9-month, high-touch container.
Six women. No more.
Because this work requires a room where you cannot hide - and do not have to.
This is not a space you visit.
It is a space that changes how you show up in your life.
The Investment:
For women in India:
₹ 1,62,000
with monthly payment plans starting at ₹18,000/month for 9 months.
For women outside of India:
USD $3000
with monthly payment plans starting at USD $333/month for 9 months.
You can pay in full or choose 9 monthly payments.
Extended payment plans are available for a limited # of women.
This is the only time Feral will be offered at this level.
Feral is an application based container.
I read every application personally. If it feels aligned, we have a conversation.
Six women.
If this is yours - you already know.
The point isn’t just that you become more boundaried.
It’s that it starts to feel so fucking better to be honest
than to be liked.
If you’re ready for that, your first step starts here.
Frequently Asked Questions
1. When do we start? The opening ceremony is on 11 July, following which we'll move into a cadence of fortnightly coaching calls.
2. I already have a lot of self-awareness but don’t behave differently. Is this for me? Yes. This work is designed specifically for the gap between knowing and doing - where insight hasn’t yet become consistent embodied change.
3. Will this change how I show up with my dog? Yes - but indirectly. Your dog is part of the relational field where you practice staying with yourself. As your internal pattern shifts, your external relationships shift with it.
4. Is there support or live guidance? Yes. You’ll receive fortnightly live coaching to work directly with what’s arising in real time, not just theory or reflection. You also get community and peer support in between calls through the Telegram community.
5. When are the live calls held? Calls are held fortnightly, usually on Saturday or Sunday mornings/evenings (IST). Exact timings are shared inside the program space.
6. What happens after I apply? Your application is reviewed for fit. If aligned, you’ll be invited into the payment portal. This usually happens 48 hours after you've sent in your application.
7. Do you offer refunds? There are no refunds. Feral is a high-responsibility container — the work only functions when you are fully choosing into it. Investment here is not for access alone, but for participation, attention, and follow-through. This is designed for people who are ready to meet themselves inside that level of commitment.
8. What if I can’t attend all the live calls? All calls are recorded and made available as replays. That said, this is not a passive program — the responsibility is on you to engage with the material and stay in active participation. The work is built through presence, not accumulation.